Friday, July 31, 2015
Thursday, July 30, 2015
Trying Not To Fall Into a Black Hole
I'm not feeling this at all today. Yesterday was a spectacularly bad day, and I'm still feeling it. I consider it a major accomplishment to write this much today.
I've been having some health problems for a couple of months now, and they've been getting me very down. I've been fighting to not fall into depression because of them. It's not just the problems directly, it's that I finally felt I was on the right track to losing all the weight I need to lose, and that's been totally derailed by the fact that I can't exert any effort without being physically ill. I can't even mentally concentrate for very long without feeling nauseous. It's not good for my mini-habits, either.
But after multiple appointments with multiple doctors, they finally think they've figured it out. I'm having minor surgery next Tuesday which I very much hope will take care of it. That hope is the only thing keeping me from serious depression.
I've been crying frequently and easily, seeing the positive less and the negative more, not enjoying things like I had been, and so on. It's just too easy to despair.
My DH has been completely wonderful and fully supportive. I really don't know what I would have done without him. I love you, Sweetie!
I realize this post is disjointed, but I just don't have the heart to try and clean it up.
I've been having some health problems for a couple of months now, and they've been getting me very down. I've been fighting to not fall into depression because of them. It's not just the problems directly, it's that I finally felt I was on the right track to losing all the weight I need to lose, and that's been totally derailed by the fact that I can't exert any effort without being physically ill. I can't even mentally concentrate for very long without feeling nauseous. It's not good for my mini-habits, either.
But after multiple appointments with multiple doctors, they finally think they've figured it out. I'm having minor surgery next Tuesday which I very much hope will take care of it. That hope is the only thing keeping me from serious depression.
I've been crying frequently and easily, seeing the positive less and the negative more, not enjoying things like I had been, and so on. It's just too easy to despair.
My DH has been completely wonderful and fully supportive. I really don't know what I would have done without him. I love you, Sweetie!
I realize this post is disjointed, but I just don't have the heart to try and clean it up.
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
New Background Pic
NOW I remember why my blog has sat in the "construction" phase for over two years! I set the generic background when we moved out of our house in Ontario, meaning to replace it with a picture of whatever house we got in Texas. I took this picture when we first moved into this house, back in May of 2013.
Then I started fooling with Blogger and templates. I vaguely remembered it was a pain from back when I first set it up with a picture of the Ontario house. Obviously I had blocked out most of the trauma.
I fooled with it for I don't know how long back in 2013 before giving up in frustration and disgust. But I decided the blog had been in it's "temporary" state for way too long, and since I was actually writing in it again I should have a picture of where my life takes place now.
Aaarrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's start with a myriad of computer problems, which those of you who know me know I've been having since I've become Wiccan. So, I started the process already annoyed and frustrated. And it only went downhill from there. Sigh.
But, as you can see, I at least got so far as to get an image up there this time. It's not exactly how I wanted it, but it's up there. I feel some sense of accomplishment at that.
I know I should probably move away from Blogger, but I'm way to lazy to really look into it much. Although I was really tempted this morning!
Grrrrr.
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Then I started fooling with Blogger and templates. I vaguely remembered it was a pain from back when I first set it up with a picture of the Ontario house. Obviously I had blocked out most of the trauma.
I fooled with it for I don't know how long back in 2013 before giving up in frustration and disgust. But I decided the blog had been in it's "temporary" state for way too long, and since I was actually writing in it again I should have a picture of where my life takes place now.
Aaarrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's start with a myriad of computer problems, which those of you who know me know I've been having since I've become Wiccan. So, I started the process already annoyed and frustrated. And it only went downhill from there. Sigh.
But, as you can see, I at least got so far as to get an image up there this time. It's not exactly how I wanted it, but it's up there. I feel some sense of accomplishment at that.
I know I should probably move away from Blogger, but I'm way to lazy to really look into it much. Although I was really tempted this morning!
Grrrrr.
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